loneliness

Last week, I was telling him... "I cannot stop loving you so easily....no more than I could stop breathing. You are a different kind of breath and loving you gives me life in a different kind of way. But it's just as necessary and just as effortless. And like the air, I don't need anything…

intentions.

My only intentions right now are to keep my mind positive, my energy pure, my vibe high, my aura bright, my soul whole and my heart full of love. These are the things that matter.... being kind and happy and beautiful on the inside.

so you want to be a writer…

So You Want To Be A Writer if it doesn't come bursting out of you in spite of everything, don't do it. unless it comes unasked out of your heart and your mind and your mouth and your gut, don't do it. if you have to sit for hours staring at your computer screen or…

all the little things.

64° this morning. Sunrise meditation in my back yard. Forgot about a sweet potato I had in the pantry and found it with about a dozen well developed slips growing from it so I decided to try to root them and grow some sweet potatoes. It's late in the season but when the slips are…

broken.

I can't think. I can't write. I can't even feel right now. I am filled with so much pain and so much anger that I have to shut myself down, run on backup power and go into this self-induced numbness mode. I am so broken right now and for the first time ever, I don't…