This is my mood this morning.

I’m thinking of him. For the last 3 years, I’ve always gotten very wistful (and lonely) around the holidays….wondering what it would be like to spend them with him, together, as a couple, as a family even. I always let my imagination run away with me during these times. And even though my feelings have mostly been resolved, there still seems to be a little residual longing for him….and a life with him.

I’ll just work through it….alone. Next year will be different. Hopefully.

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