falling slowly

https://youtu.be/sHayF_8LP9M This is my mood this morning. I'm thinking of him. For the last 3 years, I've always gotten very wistful (and lonely) around the holidays....wondering what it would be like to spend them with him, together, as a couple, as a family even. I always let my imagination run away with me during these…

precipice.

Tuning the world out today... alternating between my favorite playlists and Jason Silva's new podcast, Flow Sessions. Also doing a little writing, a little reevaluating and reorganizing, and a whole lot of introspection. My life kinda feels like this picture right now.... Like I'm standing on the edge of a precipice, fog as far as…

thankful.

I am thankful for.... my children.....all happy and healthy and living their best lives, with their whole wonderful futures ahead of them. the ability to love...recklessly, passionately and persistently...and the ability to heal from it when that love is not returned. the practice of hygge, long bubble baths, bhu mudra meditations, my loose leaf tea…

Sycamore love

I thoroughly dislike that it has been in the 70's for the last few days and will be tomorrow as well. I've really been enjoying our cooler weather. It just makes me happy. But well, I live in Florida so I have to take whatever cool days I can get, I suppose. Maybe it will…

restart the (r)evolution.

I told myself I wasn't going to write about him anymore. I am done with him. 100%. At least in regards to wanting to see him, talk to him or in wanting anything from him. I am over him in that way. But regardless of how things turned out, he was a part of my…

weakness.

I had a weakness. For ocean eyes and a diamond mind. For a slow stroll and a deep timbre. For the thrill and the promise of what could have been. But in the end, his fear masquerading as silent, cold indifference was just too much to bear. In my world, honest, vulnerable, open communication denotes…