It’s interesting to me how much of my physical attraction to him was tied up in my mental attraction to him and my feelings of “love” for him.
Because now, given the way he continues to treat me, considering the person he has shown himself to be and due to the fact that he has methodically, painfully and purposefully wrung every drop of love, respect, admiration and attraction from my entire body, mind and soul….I am no longer attracted to him….physically, mentally or emotionally.
I’m not going to go into detail about exactly what I’m feeling and I’m not going to say anything bad about him. I just find the dynamic and the contrast of what was and what now is so startingly different.
It’s weird. But it is what it is.